People Awesome Just the way they are

In life I never believe that there is a perfect person. But now I believe there are a lot of perfect people especially boys.

A month ago there was a boy who invited me as his friend on FB, handsome? Yes he is. I dont know who he is, but I know he’s one of friends of my friends’. Well omg, he’s one of student in Jakarta who got the scholarship in Japan, well he must smart im sure he is, because that scholarship is not easy to got. And he is a Muslim, he’s humble too (my friend that know him said), it’s too hard mennnn to believe that there is a perfect men! I think a perfect man only in film, but now I can see some of the fact that some perfect boys still exist in this universe. Sometimes he’s chat on me, nice and polite man, smart, have a great teeth (hehe 1^st time I saw from ppl), and so cool to watching the reality, we have same opinion of some cases.

Well, I don’t wanna promote him, because he’s just my friend, im afraid you’ll think that I like him x_x, yes maybe im already 18^th and mom said that in this age her daughter must already have someone special in her life, but im not. I don’t know why, maybe because im too afraid to fail build a relationship. Im still happy be a single, because I never feel alone. I have many lovely people in my life, so many best friends ever, so many brothers and sisters. Yes im afraid to fallin in love because in love sometime you’ll meet with broken heart and next you must to move on, isnt it fair?

And about a week ago, I saw so many seniors (boys) in university, and they look awesome too, they are not only handsome, but they are so clever. Honestly, im not seeing a boy from their physical, but I saw him from their kharisma and the first impression that he showed to me. Maybe my before life in Balikpapan so small, so I can’t see perfect boys. It’s almost same like in Balikpapan, that perfect boys must have girlfriends, but in here, some of them don’t have girlfriend, because some of them afraid to have a fake girl who love them because of their perfect things. Well, I see that some of that guy not looking for most beautiful girls especially girl who use make up or something like that. Maybe there are still a lot perfect boys will looking for most beautiful girls, but some of them not. (happy for hear that, cause im not a pretty girl :” , im beautiful said my mom, dad, brothers)J

And there’s a senior too, well I believe that many junior gurls must think of him a lot too, because he’s one of ‘aktivis’ in campus, smart, handsome, totally perfect of physical, and got many achievement not only in campus, but outside! So many friends, and good in sport and music!!! Damn so perfect right!!!

Maybe yeaa Im still “bocah” like what bang Galang always said. Im always afraid for something that don’t happen yet, im good in giving advise to my friends’ problem of their relationship, and what bout me? Im learn it from what I see, what I hear, and what I read. And from that, there’s a feel that im afraid to fail. Fail in competition doesn’t hurt like fail in love I think. Hehe

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